| graduated....done with high school...amazing how 4 years flew by...memories...lessons...wow...
look at where i am now...the person i've became..amazing isn't it?
thinking back on freshman year...wow...how i've grown, matured, and changed...
it hasn't hit me that college is where i am heading
hasn't hit me yet that people are going their separate ways
hasn't hit me yet that the people i've seen everyday at school i will no longer be seeing everyday
i keep thinking that after summer is over, back to seeing them everyday
but that's not the case...
4 years... 4 years spent with these people... crazy...
can you believe a year ago i wrote in this? and a year ago i was crying my eyes out over a guy
now where am i?
happy with him, thankful i met him, blessed to call him mine.. and i feel so special
almost been a year with him :)
he's my love, my life and my best friend
i love him with all my heart, i watch myself grow with him everyday
as i mature and grow with him,
spending all the moments with him
forever... :D
as crazy as it may seem, i see myself with him, i see myself marrying him
and vice versa with him...
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| let's watch everything crumble and fall...
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| theres so much i want to tell you and talk to you about
theres so much i want you to know
but i dont because im scared you would think that the only reason im talking to you is because i need help
and i dont want you to think i am using you
so instead of telling anyone, i just hold it all in to myself
waiting for the next time i just break down and sit there wondering to myself why
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| i hate myself...
my grades suck
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| wow.. i been breaking down a lot... =/
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